love can be so hurt

i just don't get it
why women are so complicated
sometimes they can't be honest to themselves
their speaking didn't match with their thought

when she had a problem she won't tell anyone
even if i ask her, she still won't tell the truth
my friend told me that i must force her so she would tell
should i always force her to tell the truth
why don't she just be honest

i ask my friend why women lie to man
she answers because they have a good purpose or they want us to become curious
if so then why she angry to me because a simple matter
then in the end she regrets and tell the truth

but for me, the scars is still hurt
i can't forget her words
so much pain at that time
why she don't tell the truth from the beginning when i ask her
if she did it, there would be no pain for me
i had try my best to understand her
and i will always try

i can forgive her, but i will not forget it easily
love can be so much pain...

for my best friend

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Dear my best friend, When you read this poems, i hope you will understand my feeling. I know you still hesitate about me. But someday, as the time passing by, you'll recognize my sincerity of love. I will try my best to make our friendship last forever. Every time we spent, every words we speak, every thought we share, are too precious to me. So... I'll wait until the moment when you tell me the true feeling of yours. ----------------------------------------------------------------

Betrayal

An echo fades into the night, an eerie mournful sound.

A shooting star disappears from sight, and I crumble to the ground.

There is no life within this garden; my sobs are the only sound.

I have poisoned the honeyed fountain where your love could be found.

Dazed, I stare at the stars above, my grieving howls fill the night!

Unintended betrayal of love has hidden you from my sight.

I remember how it used to be when we shared our fears and delights.

You are a treasured friend to me.

How can I make things right?

Feeling afraid, cold and lonely,

I long to tell you how I feel, but you don't want to hear me.

The pain for you is much too real.

Should I back away and build a wall and block away how I feel?

Or, should I give you a call?

We both need some time to heal.

An echo fades into the night as our friendship disappears.

How do I know what is right?

How can I ease my fears?

If I do call you again, would the old wounds reappear?

I can't stand to cause you pain.

Hurting you again is my worst fear!

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On The Wings of A Butterfly

Your friendship is special

Like the flowers that bloom,

Or when a butterfly emerges

From within its cocoon...

You remind me of that butterfly,

Loving and free,

Bright and colorful,

For the world to see...

We will share sunshine and rainbows;

Sometimes, the rain and the snow;

We'll stand together through it,

While the cold winds blow...

When the time is right,

We won't stop to ask "Why?"

Our friendship will take flight

On the wings of a butterfly ...

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Two Souls, One Voice

although two souls are meeting

there is but one voice capturing the moment

captivating and controlling the thoughts, actions, words

leading the way for conscious desire and decisive emotion

stories and daily goings- on are frequently passed between the one

voice and the intermixed beings creating a warm happiness

a sense of belonging an aura of completeness

a comfortable existence time,

a distant memory fading in and fading out,

its power and autonomy fall on blissfully ignorant,

yet distinctly aware,

ears - focused and true with the quantity of well spent hours

adding up and summarizing the feelings and beliefs shared and opposed,

comes an ability to confide and uphold moments,

eternities abundant with understanding.

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Promise Never To Untie

The tender words are spoken

Each body and soul bared

Told secrets over endless days

Often doing more than dared

New world beyond my door

With intrigued and intensity

Now we have shared our hearts

A bond now made it permanently

Facing our days made easier

Despite any type of weather

Each other's heart felt deeply

Both happy we stuck together

It took us little time and effort

The bonding as strong as glue

I now promise never to untie

The strings I have tied with you

The understanding of each other

Breaths to take, we breathe the air

As the relationship interchanges

Knowing our loving hearts are there

Now we are never left on the outside

Lovingly enter each others domain

Smiling. laughing and forever teasing

But forever friends we then became

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Friends

Friendship...

. . . . is you

. . . . is love

. . . . is shared

. . . . is forgiving

. . . . is understanding

. . . . is shared secrets

. . . . heals many hurts

. . . . is not judgmental

. . . . is shared laughter

. . . . is slow and steady

. . . . can be angry at times

. . . . is dependable and true

. . . . is more precious than silver or gold

. . . . is meant to be savored like fine wine

. . . . is not perfect, much like we are not perfect

. . . . does not hold grudges or demand perfection

. . . . makes all the wrong things in life, right somehow

. . . . is meant to be gulped like lemonade on a hot summer day

. . . . is always there, through times of trial, happy times and hard times

. . . . just happens, but once discovered, needs to be tended like a beautiful garden

. . . . is a road to be traveled slowly, remembering the sights and sounds

. . . . is strength when you are too weak to notice its there

. . . . is a cherished moment of mutual understanding

. . . . reaches into your heart and grabs a firm hold

. . . . is a refreshing rain on a hot day

. . . . is sunshine through the clouds

. . . . cannot be forced or induced

. . . . is relaxed and comfortable

. . . . is a shoulder to lean on

. . . . is an ear to whine to

. . . . gets better with age

. . . . is shared tears

. . . . is shared pain

. . . . is shared joy

. . . . is shared

. . . . is love

. . . . is you.

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A Friend

A friend is the one who tells you the truth regardless of the cost,

A friend will help you find the thing's you'd given up as lost

A friend will never put you down or make you feel alone,

He'll smile and try to comfort you 'cause together you have grown

A friend is the one who picks you up when you've fallen on the ground,

A friend is the one whose voice at night is a welcome, warming sound

So when you think you're on your own and wish you had a helping hand,

Remember, a friend is the one who, when you cry, will always understand

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By Your Side

It hurts to know you're hurting

Because you're so special in my heart

The pain that you are feeling Is tearing me apart

But know that love has a way

Of easing all that's wrong

Together we can make it

If we hold on and just be strong

Know that you're not alone In all your adversity

For by your side through and through

Is where I'll always be

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Arched Across The Sky

Rainbows created my imagination

As it arched across the sky

On one end there sat you

At the other end, there sat I

Imagining I could slide across

Over the rainbow to the end

There would be my pot of gold

The sweet love of my dear friend

The rainbow is a connection

Like a bridge from me to you

It appears joined by sunlight

Then the grey skies turn to blue

Arriving after the rainstorms

It became so evident to me

Thoughts of love follow rainbows

They arched right across the sea

A colourful arching rainbow It has no gate, it has no door

It reaches from friend to friend

It arches from shore to shore I smiled up today at the sky

How far would my loving smile go It slid right over to the other side

The other end of the coloured rainbow

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What Is A Friend?

A friend is someone you hold dear:

Someone who is always there, through thick and thin;

Someone who is only a phone call away.

A friend is someone you can always rely on:

Someone who is there to share your thoughts with;

Someone to listen, no matter the subject.

A friend is someone you can feel comfortable with:

Someone you can sit silently beside, without conversation;

Someone you do not need to fill the quiet moments with.

A friend is someone you can trust:

Someone who will guard your deepest secrets;

Someone who will never let you down.

A friend is someone who is not judgmental:

Someone who will gently offer advice and opinions,

Yet, someone who is not overbearing or critical.

A friend is someone who can keep you grounded:

Someone who can help you see through your obstacles;

Someone to shoulder you through life's trials.

A friend is someone who shares unconditionally:

Someone to laugh and to cry with;

Someone to lean on, through both the good and the bad.

A friend is someone you choose wisely,

For a friend is your own mirrored image:

Someone to compliment your own self;

Someone who indicates who you are as a person.

A friend.... is what you are to me.

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A Friend Like You

You are one of the best friends that I've ever had.

For the time passing by, you've known everything about me,

My secrets, my lies, my faults, my triumphs, my joys and my fears.

You know me inside and out; like the back of your hand.

I've never been as honest with anyone as I have been with you.

When I was weak, you were strong.

When I stumbled, you led the way.

When I was blind, you could see.

When I was silent, you spoke.

When I needed advice, you were there.

When I needed a shoulder to cry on, you were there.

When I needed someone to cheer me up, you were there.

When I needed a friend the most, you were there.

You've always been able to bring a smile to my face and make me laugh.

Through thick and thin, you've always been there for me.

Whenever I'm with you, I have a good time.

It seems like you always understand my feelings and identify with my thoughts.

When I first met you, I thought we'd be friends for life.

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What You Are To Me

I am a rose, you are my thorns,

clutching to me, protecting me.

I am the sun, you are my rays,

helping me to shine and to be all that I can.

I am a lake, you are my water,

filling me with ideas, dreams, and hopes for the future.

I am a tree, you are my leaves,

sharing who and what I am and becoming an important part of my life.

I am a heart, you are my beat,

beating rhythmically to my happiness, my fear, my sadness, my excitement

I am me and you are with me,

to share all that I am, to share life, love, and happiness. Always.

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one sided love

Isn't that what people say?
That one-sided love is the hardest.
Always like a master handling his puppet.
Always like a kid playing with a toy.
Love is said to be the greatest feeling.
Perfect in its own way.
Yet flawlessness doesn't exist.
So there must be an error.
The mistake of a one-sided love.

The way that love is warm, it is the same way cruel.
Though it may be a blessing.
It leaves behind a victim to suffer.
In this case, me.

You have no idea what you left me with.
All the memories you threw away, I chose to gather.
The thoughts of you walking away.
The question of why I wasn't good enough?
Self doubt which refused to fade.
Each and every tear fell for you.
I spent hours in the rain...in the dark.
The only places I could reach for comfort.
The only shadows that taught me to escape...
Just for a little while.
And all the wishes wasted on you.
The whispers I choked out into the night.
The times where I could hardly breathe...
Just because you were you.
Just because you broke into my heart.
Just because.

Well...now I'm tired.
To a certain point where I can't stand you.
So take the chains off of me.
Take all the things I've done for you.
Consider them my last.
And still you won't know how precious...
My heart was in the care of your hands.
Goodbye.

I say a one-sided love lacks faith.
That this kind of love can't clash with destiny.
And that love might mean something delicate and pretty...
In the beginning.
However, just like a rose...
Everything beautiful has to wither and die...
In the end.
And this is the conclusion of this one-sided love story.
Heavenly to tragic.

But don't people also say that, to a finish there is another start.
So hope shouldn't fail or diminish.
As these petals of pain disappear.
Love will bloom once again.
This will always and forever be fate.

heart breaking

What is this feeling I have?
I seem to love you
But other times I seem to loathe you

I can't be without you
Or maybe just without anyone
I think about you all the time
But why do I have this feeling?

I long for your voice
And I would die to hear your laugh
But is this love
Or merely lust?

I thought I finally received a break
Only to see the sun fall

My eyes will not see what they longed to see
My lips will not taste what they longed to taste

Why does life have to be like this
Full of hatred and pain
Instead of joy and bliss